Who would have thought my week would end like this. First, I was sick all week...sick since Sunday night. It has not been fun. I even took a sick day this week to recoup. I missed 2 nights of dance class, barely made it through 1 dance class (got a little dizzy), missed dinner with friends Thur. night and was hoping I'd feel better for First Friday Art Walk. My throat hurt a little today but I wasn't constantly sneezing. I felt well enough to go to First Friday and have date night with Chris. I called Chris on my way home from work and he was walking Buddy. Unfortunately, the walk didn't go well. A block away from home, Buddy couldn't walk. Chris had to carry him home. Not good.
I called Buddy over to me to see what was wrong with his leg and he couldn't even walk to me - it was as if his right back leg was stuck or frozen stiff. I immediately called the vet to schedule the earliest appointment. I hung up and cried off and on for 30 minutes. It kills me to watch him try to get up and walk; he looks like he is going to fall over and break his leg in half. I gave him a treat; he is SO excited and tries to get up for it but can't. Then I give him the treat and he has a hard time eating it. I don't know why he is having a hard time opening his mouth but he can still eat his meals every day.
I know people may say he is just a dog, but he is part of my family. I just feel cheated in a way; I feel like his life is too short with me and that I haven't had him long enough. I adopted him when he was 5, turning six in the winter. Now he is just shy of his 10th birthday. I never thought a 5 year old dog was "old." It never really crossed my mind that dogs live 11-14 years. Wishful thinking on my part I guess...hoping that he'd live a long time.
Chris did make me laugh through my tears; I guess he ran into a little girl on the way home carrying Buddy and she asked him if Buddy was lazy. It was pretty funny for a sad situation.
I knew someday I would have to say good-bye to my sweet puppy, but I thought I had more time. I am still hoping for good news tomorrow at the vet...maybe this is all just a small sprain??? Sigh...